What is the LOVE in between a guy & a girl?
Is it something that can't be explained?
What if..
a long term one sided LOVE?
Hmm, it is called stupidity instead of romance probably.
What is memories?
What is experiences?
Something kept pulling me back to him,
so maybe I should just treat him lighter,
so that the memories and experiences became lighter as well...
Hmm, must be it.
But the thing is, how can I do so?
Something that beyond possessing him ---
supporting him, caring about him secretly & quietly,
say something that can really cultivate him even if it is
something that is hard to be said from my lips..
Hmm, I felt really wronged and hard to do so all the time
but,...
All in all, I know that it is time to let go,
for the 3rd time.
Winter
2012